I only decided to start
this blog on Friday 5th October 2012 once I secured my spot in the
Marathon so I’d better bring you up to speed with what’s happened in the last 3
months…
In the past I have always
been a terrible runner. The first run I ever went on was at the age of 22 at my
parents house in Exeter, Devon. I put on my Topshop joggers which up until this
point had been reserved purely for eating Chinese food and the least sexy bra
that I had and stepped out of the house. I didn't even make it out of the close before I had a stitch and had to walk. My pride (and the fear that some neighbours might be watching out of their windows) stopped me from
turning around straight away so I did a 15 minute 'walking lap' of County Hall near
they live and returned home with the knowledge that my gangly frame is not
designed to run.
This time was different. I
wanted to conquer the dark cloud over me that was the inability to run once and
for all. So, about 3 weeks after I signed up for the Marathon I did what everyone does: I went to
Debenhams and bought my first pair of running trainers and a sports bra. My mother then took me to JJB and
treated me to some socks and one of those silly arm strap things that you put
your iPhone in when running. I bought my new clobber back to London with me and
put them in my 'Scarf Drawer' (every house should have one) where I forgot they
existed for approximately 2 more weeks.
Then, one morning, I woke
up with an almost exhilarating feeling in my belly. It was about 6:30am and I had
woken up naturally. I don't have to be in work until 10am so I had 3 hours to
kill before I had to leave my house. Without thinking too much about what I was
doing in case I spooked myself I pulled on my new clobber and stepped out of my house. "This is it",
I thought, "I'm actually going to go on a bloody run here...I'M GOING FOR
A BLOODY RUN!" I knew a short little loop near my house so I shut my front door behind me, tried to switch
off my brain and focussed on putting one foot in front of the other. I made it about 10 minutes
before I had to walk and then strolled back to my house feeling the complete
opposite of down-heartened because, believe it or not, that was the furthest I
had ever run and I felt completely euphoric.
Naturally the first thing I
did when I walked through the door with a grand total of 1 run clocked up was sign up for a 10k in October.
Over the next 3 months I
tried to run at least twice a week. Here are a few things I found out about
myself during my initial training period:
1. My lips
flap in a weird way when I run which I imagine makes me look slightly akin to a
Bassett Hound
2. Running
seems to make me forget how to breathe like a normal human being
3. I
accidently swear out loud when I turn corners and find hills. This is
especially bad during morning runs that are undertaken during the school run…
4. As much as
I try I cannot look sexy when running past handsome men (I’ve practiced in shop
mirrors when running down the high street)
However, despite being up against all of these things I
slowly and steadily managed to build my distance and stamina up until 4 weeks before the RNLI
Portsmouth 10k I ran a whopping 10.16k. My self-doubt in my own abilities ebbed
away slightly and I started to look forward to the run.
10 days before the run I was in Exeter at my parent’s house.
Due to work commitments I hadn’t run at all in the past 2 weeks so on my first full day back I
went out in my shorts and a hoody with expectations of making it a full 10k
again. What I didn’t realise was that, with running, just because you do it once
doesn’t mean you’ll be able to do it all the time. After 5k my hips and knees were hurting
so much I had to stop. I also felt really sick and walked back to my parents
hating running and feeling utterly disappointed. I gave myself 5 days to
recover and then tried again; this time making it 3.6k before I had to stop. “If
you have to walk it on Sunday you have to walk it” my mum said. I got the train
back to London on the Friday feeling pathetically sorry for myself.
On Sunday (Raceday) I
woke up at 5:20am to get a taxi to Waterloo and a train to Portsmouth. At
Portsmouth I had to get another taxi to the startline. “Well, there’s your 9k
mark” the taxi driver pointed out as we drove to the meeting point. I’m not
kidding, the next 1k before we got to the startline felt like ages – and that
was driving! I got out of the car and after a failed attempt to get changed in
a Portaloo (my height and lack of flexibility does not allow for changing in 1m
squared cubicles) I snuck into the RNLI building to put on my gear. I was one
of the first people to arrive so collected my timing chip and took a handful of
jelly beans for my shorts pocket and starting doing a weird little jog on the
spot as a half-arsed attempt to warm up.
The first 6 people who arrived were aged about 50. I started
to think: “I fancy my chances here – I reckon I could take these ladies.” The
next 250 were young, muscular men (one in an army monogrammed training top). My
confidence dipped somewhat so I ate another jelly bean for energy.
The rest of the story is pretty boring. As you can probably
guess, the six 50-year-old ladies sprinted off ahead of me as soon as the race
began so I stared open-mouthed for a moment and then jogged off at my own pace
to the sound of The Beatles. I made it 4km before I started to feel really ill
and by 7.5km my hip hurt so much I had to do walking and running intervals for
the rest of the race. Although I was a little disappointed (I had visions of me
bounding across the finish line with a lone bead of sweat on my forehead and
being interviewed for the local paper about my perfect running technique) I
couldn’t help feeling proud that:
1. I hadn’t
given up (both during the training process and during the race)
2. That although throughout my whole life when faced with sweets I have to eat the whole packet - I still had a few jelly beans still left in my pocket
I’d succeeded in crossing my first ever finish line with a
time of 1 hour 6 minutes AND walked away with my first ever running medal.
Seven hours after my journey had begun I travelled back to London to prepare
for a run over 4 times as long as the one I’d just achieved.
I was starting to realise the enormity of the challenge that lay ahead of me and wondered if jelly babies and The Beatles would be enough to get me through it.